Suicide Note

//..Suicide Note









I’m sorry. I’m selfish. I’m sorry. I never meant to hurt you mom. I never meant to let you down like this. I never meant to make it look like you didn’t get what you deserved. You deserved better then this. I’m sorry. I never should have let you see the scars. You shouldn’t have been hurt like that. Shouldn’t have known that your son wasn’t everything you dreamed of. I’m sorry. I never meant to make you feel like a failure. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have even thought about breaking the promise about taking care of him. I’m sorry. I’m selfish. I’m sorry. I know you wish that you were here while I wrote this, but that’s the point, you weren’t and I’m sorry. I was the one who was far away. I pushed it back. I’m sorry. I have to leave. I’m sorry. I tried to think of others. I use to be able to. I’m sorry. I thought I could do this. I’m sorry. I’m selfish. I’m sorry. I’m blind, I know that. I’m sorry. I know that I can’t see like I should, I know that life shouldn’t have to be like this. I’m sorry. I’m selfish. I’m sorry. I love you mom. I have to go. I’m sorry. Goodbye.

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Now how to I mail to someone already on the other side?